THE LIFE OF AN ALTERNATIVE BLACK GIRL..: Archive

Feb 28th

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Honesty, Humility, God and Faith are the key to...

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Feb 27th

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Today I told myself that I would refuse to accept...

So I’m going to fast tomorrow, I’m going to read the bible, I’m going to do all the things I said I can’t and persevere through the time when I feel like saying I’m done. I need to try, I can’t continue wallowing in my self pity its pathetic… I’m not gaining anything. Sorry I just had an epiphany.

Feb 27th

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I'm spiritually worn out.

I said I would fast tomorrow. Attempt to find some solution to my awful situation.

Feb 27th

The worst thing is, I always look so happy.

LOL, it’s in my nature and most of the time I am happy. Then you realise that somethings are just really rubbish.

Feb 27th

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At the moment my life is full of ' I can't' or...

I want to say I’m done, with most things in my life. I can’t keep my boyfriend happy, I can’t revise, I can’t be bothered to do work, I can’t afford anything, I can’t control myself, I can’t wake up up on time, I can’t be a good grand daughter, I can’t get my clothes things off the ground yet, I can’t find control, I can’t be...

Feb 27th

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I came to a conclusion and made a decision.

Feb 27th

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Feb 27th

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2 HOURS & 40 MINS

Of my day I will attempt to give to God.

Feb 27th

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Sunday

For me it is a day of enlightenment. It’s probably the day I hear something that I needed to hear. Or the day I realise the error of my ways, the day I meet with like minded people. This Sunday made me think more than other Sunday’s though.

Feb 27th

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It's okay to learn you know.

I hate when people say “I wish I was good at…” wishing is not going to help you… Just attempt to learn. I wanted to learn how to do flips… So I went to a tumbling class. I didn’t keep it up though; out of laziness. I attempted to learn though. Now I can say I tried. If you want something at least attempt it, God didn’t give you life to just sit back...

Feb 27th

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Feb 27th

AIDDEN: I've got  you a leopard Print Bow tie for your birthday
ME: waahsiebjdnddodkddjdudbdnd!!!!!!!,  let me kiss you on the cheek.*kisses*
AIDDEN: AIDS AIDS AIDS AIDDDDDDSSSSS!!!

Feb 27th

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Anyway; I’m going to focus. Do it. Get home. Tidy a little. Practise on the sewing machine. Take pictures. Attempt to eat less/light. Spend some time with God. Go and see my sick bro. Take some pictures. Kick Back. Learn something.

Feb 27th

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Essay writing sucks so much ass, it's unbelievable...

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Feb 27th

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